Day 4: Swimming on two feet

February 15, 2009

Day 4, Week -5 / 10:15AM

10 miles, Camp Sawyer Trail off of Millbrae

Completed in approximately 1hr 30m

In the rain.  With Ninoy Brown of FOBBDeep.com

I enjoy running by myself, but I would like to run with more people, often.  When I caught wind of Ninoy Brown training for a half-marathon, I jumped at the opportunity to accompany him on one of his long runs.

‘Rain or Shine’ he said.

It was raining.  Pretty hard I might add.  I got up this morning thinking how drenched we were going to get, and wondering if a cold would follow thereafter, I wasn’t going to miss out on another day of training, much less flake on a friend so I layered, even brought a garbage bag in case I wanted to cover myself up in it, and headed to the Sawyer Camp Trail.  Full of sloping, rolling hill, mossy trees, large bodies of water, and deer, the trail provided a nice canvas for the sounds of our feet ambling, leaves rustlings, frogs croaking, and lungs wheezing.

Mr. Brown and myself were at a comfortable enough pace to tackle the 9 – 10 miles and still talk about work, and running around the world.

Running that path alone is great, I imagine attaining a zen-like trance that would most likely carry me miles and miles, but pairing up to encourage and marvel at scenerery wasn’t so bad either.

I skipped out on yesterday’s run to recoup from the Center for Asian American Media’s kickoff party, and to make sure I attended the screening of Manilatown is in the Heart: Time Travel with Al Robles.  The screening was at the Koret Auditorium at the SF Public Library.  It played to a modestly attended group comprised of some veteran cultural and community workers.  Al Robles’s birthday was on that day too, so after the screening we had birthday cake.

The film was a mish-mash of time periods with Al’s presence being featured.  Al’s poetry and essence was mostly captured on the film.  I was more impressed with the breadth of material that Choy had accumulated over time.  I have a mild addiction to watching formless footage, or time capsule footage — it feels mostly unadulturated, and sincere in it’s emanations of the qualities, and Choy’s footage of the manongs in Delano was no exception.  There was no reason to, but I teared at viewing that footage.  There’s a quality of continued humble and modest fraterity and love between the manongs… that their solo efforts to make a life in the United States isn’t in vain.

I’m bothered that Al doesn’t get the recognition he deserves.  The labor of love that is asking and listening, documenting, and advocating for the senior populations is a thankless task, but it’s necessary for the well being of any group of people…

I’ll stop this rant for now because it isn’t getting anywhere… but here’s a poem by Al Robles…

THE STRUGGLE OF THE MANONGS

This place of the manongs

This place of Pilipino farm workers

Showed me where to follow

Found imprints of Vera Cruz’s foot

And hands in the trees, in

The grapes in the soil

Deep in Agbayani Village

Beneath the trees grapes fallen

We begin the long struggle

The long jouney

I awoke to the croaking sound

Of fighting cocks

Behind manong Candio’s house

And soon began heading toward

The backyard

The shrill sound clearing my mind

Circling around the treetops

Like ravens

Following the early summer morning

Each step I took got deeper into the past

Of the manongs

It led us far, father across

The road, the beginning of resistance

The beginning of revolutionary struggle

Autumn midnight

In Agbayani Village

The spirit of the Pilipino farmworkers.

Finds its own way

Their struggle with the Chicanos

Is to go to battle

For the poor farmworkers

There is fire in the vineyards,

In the fields on the road

There is fire in the vineyards

To give…we must walk with the

Pilipino farmworkers

Ablaze in summer cool in winder

Anytime, man! Anytime, man!

And your face will fear nothing

Before the grapes ripened again

We will rise up like fire

Get rid of the rich white grower’s greed

Voices on fire rise up!

(a poem about Philip Vera Cruz)

No disheveled weathered grass-minds

Lay dead around the rich grower’s ground

Who will touch us

Who will cripple us

We will not sit still

New struggles spring up bursting

Flows over the fields

Thunder cannot move us

Let us all go to Delano

Deep in Agbayani Village

Let the fish swim deeper

Across the fields

Into the mouth of the manongs

On arrival

I saw poets cried down the grapes

Our conversation

Our love of the Pilipino Chicano farmworkers

We still come back to Delano

We still live by our struggle

We still live by our poetry of resistance

In the dark hours across the Delano vineyards

The struggle against the white grower’s goes on

I know the things of the manongs

I know the lives in deep melancholy dreams

Empty pockets soaked in old

weathered work clothes

Yet their life of struggle belongs to us

I saw manong cardac and manong Willie

And manong Candioand manong LaCuesta

All of them…all of them…

Circling around us

Laying out things of the past

Marks of brown feet

Hidden dreams and memories still fermenting

Whispering overhead shadows darken

The face and chill the heart of poets

© Al Robles

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